90 Days of Alignment

Sunday, February 16th, 2025

On November 5th, I fell into a dark hole. I barely recognized myself as the world seemed to come crashing down.

(Note: This isn’t a political post. Whether you voted for or against this administration is beside the point—this is about the moment that changed my course.)

Despite years of yoga practice, stacks of spiritual texts by my bedside, and a deep understanding that everything is impermanent, I felt like the world was on fire—and I was ready to burn my life down with it.

So, I did.

I ended a relationship with a man I love. He values his home and family in Iowa, and I felt the pull to leave the borders of the U.S. He opened his palms and let me go with love—no argument, no resentment, just kindness. I learned so much from him, and I will always be grateful.

I told my business partner I was ready to sell the barn. I told my family and friends I was leaving. They understood. They supported me. And before I knew it, my departure was set for a few months later.

Was this real? My mind was spinning. I hadn’t expected to leave my cozy nest in Iowa so soon. But as I sat with it, I realized I wasn’t running away out of anger or resentment—I was stepping toward something that was waiting for me.

For those who know me, this won’t come as a surprise. I’ve picked up and changed my life many times. Fear of change has never been a reason to stay put. I trust the unfolding.

So, for the next 90 days, I’m setting out.

I’ll begin in Washington State, then spend my 42nd birthday at Esalen, my favorite retreat center, with Janet and Connie—my teachers, my team, my friends. I’ll visit longtime friends in Tahoe before heading abroad. If you have tips, suggestions, or ideas for Vancouver, London, or Melbourne, send them my way.

Thank you for following along.